On Olivia's first christmas we done lots for you princess. We bought you lots of baubles and decrations for the christmas tree, Mummy & Daddy even had their own mini white christmas tree in our bedroom with all your special things on. We came to visit your grave on christmas day, this was so hard for Mummy, i didnt expect to be doing this on christmas day, i wanted to be opening presents with you and looking at all your new gifts from everyone. We made your garden look beautiful and made it very christmassy :) We released a balloon for you and also that evening a chinese lantern. Nanny found a lovely thing for your grave it was a wreath but pink with your name on and a teddy bear it was very special :) Mummy couldnt enjoy christmas 2011, because i knew you should of been there. Mummy and Daddy spent alot of time crying to one another we didnt want to cry in front of everyone else and upset them. We came up to the cemetery a few days after when it had started to snow, we wrote your name in big letters in the snow and put mummy and daddys hand print next to your name too. On new years eve Mummy and Daddy went out with everyone (that was also hard because the new year before in 2010 mummy couldnt drink because she was pregnant and had to tell a few porkies to people... Mummy was also volunteered as the driver for everyone hehe) We came home and wrote some messages on a balloon and released those for you :) Xxxx